Heart Of Hearts: Realistically

What is wrong with people there is seriously something wrong with us. Every single time we have something good we somehow figure out a way to ruin it, all of our lifes we dream of finding that ideal person who will make us feel whole and accept us for who we are.. The real us, not that us that we show the people around us because we secretly know we cannot trust everyone who flashes a smile in our direction. Then comes that defining moment that can change everything forever , when we finally get that person we have always hoped to find and mess it all up by cheating and lieing. Why in Gods name do we do that it almost always happens like that and we end up screwing our entire lifes and having commitment, follow through and all other kinds of issues. It rarely never happens that we do things completely right the first time around it never happens just how it should. Like for example waiting to have sex till marriage but doing it because you are madly and completely in love with that person. But at the same time messing such perfection up by either, cheating, lieing, putting up walls, being too scared to try because you've always been given up on and many more things.. The list could go on forever because we all have it so different than others, then sometimes we don't but we all eff things up one way or the other. That is until that oh so right person comes along and gives us the chance to turn a new leaf. Then maybe just maybe after all the fighting and screaming and the laughing and the crying and last but not least the love that lies or that lied there you can finally bring yourself to stop being scared to give it your all like you've never done before.

Winston Churchill once said : “We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what we give.” 
And on the same token Mother Teresa said: “Give, but give until it hurts.”  



So as i sit here and enjoy warm and sweet cinnamon roll I say why the hell not give something that could make you happy for the rest of this crappy existence actually HAPPY.. Your all, and maybe then youll stop feeling like a bad person and you and others will see you differently.


                                                            xx-Steph

Intro

For quite some time I have been wanting to start a personal blog. Aside from the one I already maintain, so that personal things are not mixed in within the other blog.

This blog is up because sometimes people just need somewhere to vent, let things go, or just express feelings that they would otherwise keep repressed. I called it heart of hearts because I will be writing things that if I did not I would a lot of the time keep to myself (essentially being things that come from the hear).
 The link to the blog is called seagoatsheart.blogspot.com because I am a capricorn, and well every other name including my own as a url was taken according to google. So here's to the beginning of many personal posts to come , here I open up to whoever is reading and whoever can relate which most of the time will be complete strangers. Inst that ironic? How sometimes we open up to people we do not even know for no reason at all even just cause we need to?


                                                                 xx -Steph